im fucking having my period.
i've been attitude-ing everybody.
im sorry if you can't stand it.
i dont know how not to bitch fit.
i dont know how not to be attitude.
i dont know how to give in.
and i dont know how to pamper.
i am not everything you think i am.
i dont like it when you bitch fit.
i dont like it when you show attitude.
i dont like it when you expect me to give in.
(you know i dont give in.)
im like this to everybody.
so dont expect so much from me.
anyway,
i bought a few things.
i feel damn broke now.
someone please donate to alyssa's charity.
i spent about 180 bucks in less than four hours mann.
damn proud of myself.
cos practically half of it goes to food. (:
and i assume i've put on two kgs more.
that's very upsetting.
i actually planned to lose two kgs in one week.
but now, i got to lose four kgs.
oh god.
let me pray for the sake of praying.
let alyssa be aneroxic.
she'll be extremely happy. hees.
alright. back to the topic 'broke'.
i even went supper.
ate fucking much when i wasn't even hungry.
OHH. and yes.
my current fantasy is my yakult drink.
it always tastes great.
and its so small and cute.
i can just hold it everywhere i go.
its just so cute when its in my hand.
hahahaha.

baby, let me hug you tight in my arms.
let me hold you close to my chest.
let me take you everywhere i go.
let me take care of you.
and let me love you till the end of time.