Friday, November 30, 2007

last night priscilla asked how was work for me.
i told her i took half day and that i dont want to work.
she sort of scolded me.
but she said it in a very nice way.
still, i do know that she's trying to imply something.
so the hearing is being postponed because the lawyer wants to.
next hearing would be on the 25th jan.
had to use ten thousand cash to bail him out.
and the lawyer fee costs seven thousand in total.
i wonder what would his sentence be.

baby, i miss your smell.
i miss your hug.
i miss your touch.
i miss your kiss.
i miss your presence.
i miss the sight of you.
i miss the smile of yours.
i miss the childish side of you.
i miss the motherly side of you.
i miss you and i miss you a lil too much.

Jelly tots

Thursday, November 29, 2007

took half day leave again.
and i intend to call in for leave tmr.
hahaha. this week seems like my holiday.
my brother got to go to court tomorrow for his sentence.
i wonder what it would be.
i shall pray for him before i sleep.
and before he goes into the court.
though he has a lawyer, i dont think it does help much.
i believe in Jesus.
i believe He answers prayers.

baby, where have you gone to?
you seem to have left my side.
i miss having you right beside me.
i miss your hug and warmth.
come back to me, now.

Jelly tots

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

took half day leave again.
no more leaves for me tomorrow. :(
i bought hillsong united.
i think the songs are nice.
come to think of it, my laptop has LOTS of christian songs.
someone please tell me about the Ten Commandments.
i shall start my bible study soon.
i've became so holy.
but i've yet to decide which church i want to be planted in.
and which church i want to grow in.
people in fcbc are nice and i do feel welcomed in pris's cell.
but i dont really like the atmosphere there.
people in chc aren't as nice as fcbc's.
i dont feel very welcomed.
but i like the atmosphere there.
so, tell me which one should i stick to?

make Jesus your God and follow Him.

Jelly tots

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

applied for half day leave today.
shall get another half day leave tomorrow.
actually i'm really sick of working.
i shall wait for the company to fire me.
that would make me a happier person.
and so, i helped darling to move things over to her new house.
xinni asked her dad and her neighbour to help out too.
they're really nice. paid them but they don't want to accept.
all thanks to them, we've got everything moved there.
on 2nd dec, nick vujicic will be at fcbc.
interested parties please do come along.
exclude people who i attitude.
i prefer being a happy person at church.
i don't wish to attitude you. (:

Jelly tots

Monday, November 26, 2007

Father, i pray that You'll protect me through all dangers.
and i pray that You'll cuddle me to sleep for tonight.
and keep me safe in Your arms.
and Father i pray that You'll bless those who needs some blessings,
keep them save in Your arms and show them Your love.
i pray that Father, You will be there for Daphne whenever she needs You.
she needs Your protection and Your love.
Amen!

Jelly tots

Sunday, November 25, 2007

went church with priscilla.
and i think the people there are all very weird.
except for some.
well, city harvest's worse.
more weird looking people.
but priscilla's friends aren't weird.
this lady by the name of michelle is very funny.
she kept disturbing and making me laugh,
during preaching and praying.
i promised priscilla and michelle that i'll go church next week.
okay, probably i'll be going. (:
i've learnt three points in church.
1. encounter lavish love.
2. experience greatest gift.
3. exercise simple steps.
hahaha. well, this is all that i know.
so after that, priscilla drove to darling's to help them with their stuff.
and then i went dinner with darling and her grandma and brother.
and priscilla went beach.
WITHOUT US LAAAAA.
anyway, im planning not to go to work tomorrow.
so sick of working in the office.
i need what i need is three months of leave.
so i can enjoy life. hahaha.


you're amazing.
you brought me close to you.
you drew me near to you.
i want to know more about you.
and i want you to know more about me.

Jelly tots

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

try OceanSpray cranberries.
the sweetened dried cranberries.
its fat-free.
and it has NO trans fat.

baby, i'll be there when you need me.
even when you get me all drenched in the rain.
or even when you made me stepped into the pool of mud.
i'll still love you.

Jelly tots

Sunday, November 18, 2007

went city harvest yesterday.
i think the service's quite enjoyable.
but darling seems uninterested.
i shall not force her to go church with me anymore.
she shall not be the victim.
joyce bought me a really pretty red bible.
and it costs fifty six bucks.
thank you. :D
i might be going church with priscilla next week.
shall ask yj along.
i wanna check out that church.
heard from vincent it's quite fun.
and thank you, priscilla.
she went like,
"i pray that God will be your strength and miracle for the rest of today and tmr. Amen."
that was nice. (:
darling said she was tired so i forwarded her that.
and guess what's her reply?
"FARK YOU"
that's her reply.
seriously, i got a shock.
but i laughed still.
cause i think darling's always so silly.
i love her still.

baby, where have you gone to?
come back to me.
come back to my side.
i want you a lil.
i want you a lil too much.

Jelly tots

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i'm eating my ben and jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream.
yum yum.
i want to stock up my freezer with ben and jerry's.
name the flavours, and i've got it.
i've got three months and two days more to go.
after the attachment, i'll be free!
i hate working in the office.
i'm never going to work once i graduate.
well, i'm going to continue my studies.
after higher nitec, comes the diploma.
and after diploma, comes the degree.
yes, i'm determined to get into university.
i'd rather study all the way till i grow old.
i don't want to work at all.
don't ever offer me a job.

baby, hold me,
and i'll hold you tight.
kiss me, and i'll kiss you plenty.
love me, and i'll never stop loving you.

Jelly tots

Saturday, November 10, 2007

why do couples quarrel over stupid things?
over things like drinking, smoking, eating, going somewhere.
isn't it dumb to quarrel over these?
why not save those quarrels for better things?
why not save those crying for something else?
why not save those energy for some loving?
why not just forget about everything and continue with life?

Jelly tots

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

took a cab to work again.
fucking traffic jam.
i hate the jam laaaaaaaaaaa.
im happy with work today.
everybody's very impressed with me.
and my memory.
actually my boss asked me to memorise the phonetic alphabets.
its an international phonetic code.
and then from A-Z there's a word to it.
i memorised it in less than three mins.
and she thought i was kidding.
so she tested me.
she asked what's the phonetic alphabets for AMSTERDAM.
and i went:
"alpha,mike,sierra,tango,echo,romeo,delta,alpha,mike"
and she tested me so many.
i got it all right and fast.
she was like "omg. ure fantastic."
hahahaha. and she even tested me on china map.
i've good memory. ((:

A - alpha
B - bravo
C - charlie
D - delta
E - echo
F - foxtrot
G - golf
H - hotel
I - india
J - juliet
K - kilo
L - lima
M - mike
N - november
O - oscar
P - papa
Q - quebec
R - romeo
S - sierra
T - tango
U - uniform
V - victor
W - whisky
X - xray
Y - yankee
Z - zulu

baby, you're all i've ever wanted.
you're all i've ever needed.
you're all i've ever loved.

Jelly tots

Monday, November 5, 2007

work sucks.
dont ever go for attachment if you have a choice.
went parkway with darling and jo.
had sakae sushi for dinner.
and i went to nike to buy a bottle.
YAYY. i've a new bottle.
i shall show you guys my new pullover.
i bought this from united colours of benetton.
its actually a kid's pullover.
and i took XL. hahaha.
isn't it nice?
its very thick and comfy.
i love. ((:
baby, take me deeper.
deeper than i've ever had before.
i just want to love you like never before.

Jelly tots

Sunday, November 4, 2007

met torrance yesterday and we slacked at liat's starbucks.
and i had blister on both my feet.
she went to get a box of plaster for me.
how sweet of her. thanks a lot. (:
torrance, i'll be nicer to you the next time okay.
since ure my dearest cousin. haha.
then we headed to harry's bar at the esplanade.
she had thirty three cider (i never liked that).
and i had virgin margarita (damn sour).
and we slacked till nine plus and went home.
so, i had to work today.
was very sleepy while working.
and i ate a lot a lot.
what i ate today is what i had for the whole of last week.
hahahaha. seems like it.
anyway, got to work again.
im so sick of working at the airport.
i wanna quit. or just let them fire me.

baby, i feel down when i miss you.
i feel down when i dont see you.
i feel down when you're far away.
i want you here.
by my side.
and watch me.
and love my every move.




Jelly tots