Wednesday, March 26, 2008

the rain is falling.
and we're hiding in the room.
give me your hand and i'll warm it up for you.
give me your heart and i'll keep it safe.
we can fall asleep on my queen sized bed together.
i'll let you cuddle up to me.
and i'll give you kisses on your forehead.

Jelly tots

Monday, March 24, 2008

i'm in deep trouble.
not me. my brother is.
grandpa found out about Jeryan's case.
and his blood is like boiling.
overshot hundred degree already.
it is THAT horrible.
i think grandpa wants to chase Jeryan out of the house.
can you tell it is this horrible?
someone please help me.
i want to get out of this place before grandpa stabs me.
i think i'll be the first to die.
save me !!

Jelly tots

Sunday, March 23, 2008

i've nothing to blog about God.
i've nothing to blog about myself.
i've nothing to blog about others.

why should i bother to blog right?
oh gosh. this is really boring.
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

Jelly tots

Monday, March 10, 2008

had a great time with my spiritual sisters after the 9am service.
we went bowling and had lunch at Marche, Vivo city.
headed over to Yingying's for tea session.
and i had a power nap on her comfy sofa.
oh, they took a picture of me just after lunch.
take a look at it.
i seriously look like a baby.

i've drawn away from God the past two weeks.
was quite depressed and stressed.
but after an hour of praying in church,
i realise God is the one i need most.
and i shouldn't have walk away from Him.
cause now i do know,
i love Him.
i want Him.
and i need Him.
all the time.
for i know, He'll be there.


took 'Baby Picky' from Marche. (:

Jelly tots

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

what is Grace and what is Truth?
what is Grace without Truth?
and what is Truth without Grace?
i do agree that grace is something we can't earn.
it is something given to us by God.
but does it mean it is an unconditioned love and acceptance?

when i'm in church or with my christian friends,
they will tell me that smoking is wrong and i should repent.
they don't know how many times i've tried quitting,
how many times i had tried to be a good and devoted christian.
i found that i can actually be honest about my failures.
but more importantly, i can be honest about my helplessness.

God so loved the world,
that He gave His one and only son,
that whoever believes in Him,
will not perish,
but have everlasting life.
(John 3:16)

Jelly tots