im so upset with myself.
i told myself im supposed to be losing weight.
but in the end i ate so much today.
i woke up at twelve and i had a plate of curry bee hoon.
but i vomited out after eating.
stomach wasn't feeling very well.
the curry was way too spicy for me.
and then darling and i was so bored.
suddenly i said i wanna go escape theme park.
so we hurried and we headed there.
we didn't spend much time there.
about two hours plus.
we paid sixteen bucks just for two hours.
but then,
we have two free adult tickets. hahaha.
and then we headed for sakae sushi.
damn it. that's where i ate so much.
after dinner, we played pool with friends.
after playing for more than an hour,
we headed home.
wanted to nap. but i heard something.
"ling ling ling"
THE ICE CREAM MAN !!
i pushed darling and rushed down to get ice cream.
hahahaha. its really very unlike me.
and so, i had a raspberry ripple ice cream.
then we went to mama shop buy cigg.
fuck the ah nei auntie please.
she wanted my ic.
for god's sake, who would bring ic down to buy ice cream?
she insisted on seeing my ic.
and she said i look like sixteen years old.
what the hell. i was like "ahh forget it. cb"
then i was so pissed i went back home.
finished up my ice cream and took my ic down.
she didn't believe im ninteen please.
so in the end i bought the ciggs.
went to the playground with dar to play the swing.
swing swing swing. all the way up there.
okay. so after fagging, we wen back home.
and we had two glasses of vodka lime.
i seriously think i had a lot of things today.
im quite depressed actually. im so fucking fat.
anyway, i've cut down on sugar-ed drinks.
means no more coke for me.
i've been drinking plain water the whole day for a couple of days alr.
im trying to achieve my ideal weight.
thirty eight kg will do.
i wouldn't ask for more.
dear god, let alyssa lose a lil weight.
and she wouldn't complain anymore.
she'll live her life to the fullest.
and blah blah blah.
amen.
hahahaha. damn.
alyssa's dumb. who cares.
baby, do you adore me?do you adore me?so you adore me?well. i adore you.much for than anything in the world.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
what if someone holds your hand?
do you think she likes you?
what if someone touches your face when you lie next to her?
do you think she wants you?
what if someone applies lip balm in front of you?
do you think she wants you to taste her lips?
okays. im being random again.
fucking backbone damn painful.
please massage it for me.
baby, hold my hands once again.hold me in your arms once again.kiss me on the lips once again.i need you here with me once again.
Jelly tots
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
had a haircut this morning.
then met darling to get some groceries.
headed home to bathe again.
went to parkway's jack's for dinner with vincent, kim and dar.
wah. their service sucks like hell.
we ordered a lot.
one dozen escargots.
one pan of lobster and crab stuffed mushrooms.
one pan of deep fried wanton.
one garlic steak (for me).
one mixed grill (for vince).
two steak and catfish (for dar and kim).
one carafe of fresh honeydew juice.
and one glass of shirley temple (for dar).then there was this server.
she tried to carry four hot plates.
and i was being nice to even ask if she can carry.
she said yes.
the next moment, we all got a shock.
cos we heard her dropping those hot plates.
damn fucking loud.
so the total bill came up to 102 bucks.
we were supposed to be entitled to fifty percent off.
but vincent's manager card expired alr.
so we ended up paying everything.
and then we headed to town.
went orchard library.
the cafe gelilee for cocoa mocha.
after reading some comics, we went heeren.
omg. i tell you people.
i'll seriously die if nobody invented tampons.
its really comfortable.
i wonder why people uses sanitary pads when tampons are so fucking comfortable.
and so, you people should try using tampons.
i swear you'll love it.
and find pads very unhygenic.
ohh. and i got burnt by cigg when i was fagging.
i dropped the fag and was fucking all the way.
fucking painful.
and i heard that i got to go to school.
yvvy and i intend to wear home clothes.
shall not care if we get caught or what.
we dont care. hahahaha.
okays. i think i typed a lil too much.
gonna stop here. and off to bed.
need to get some rest or else i wouldn't be able to wake up.
baby, you know i miss you a lot.if i could have a wish,i'd want to spend another night with you.
Jelly tots
Monday, September 3, 2007
my backbone hurts. its fucking painful.
can't even sit or stand properly.
i had panadols to kill the pain.
but it doesn't help. wanted to kill myself.
im too tired to finish up this entry.
will do it some other time when i feel like it.
Jelly tots