Sunday, December 30, 2007

wore a red polo tee with white berms and white vest to church.
priscilla and cell group said i look like a national flag.
learnt three points during service.
all thanks to priscilla that i can remember those three points.
anyway, thanks for the logistics magazine and the calendar with meaningful words.
so, i met darling over at her place.
we went ice cream chef (an ice cream shop).
it's somewhere near siglap.
the place's not bad. but the ice creams are awful.
it doesn't seems to taste as good as what darling described.
let's go to the cheesecake cafe one day.
i would want to try the cheesecakes there.
i want to order one of each. hahahaha.
i shall gorge myself and be a glutton.
oh maybe not.
darling and i made a bet to see if i can lose weight till 40kg in three months.
she thinks i can't make it.
i shall prove it. and i shall remain 40kgs.
here are some pictures taken today.

in ice cream cafe.

three points i learnt in church.
1. delight.
2. development.
3. destiny.
i want to love every inch of you.
i want to taste every part of your body.
i want to get lost in your eyes.
let me touch your soul with my passion.

Jelly tots

Thursday, December 27, 2007

many things happened the past few days.
auntie Mary passed away and everybody still could not believe it.
worked at jack's during christmas eve and christmas day.
took a few ugly pictures.
and i received a few christmas gifts.
Yingying gave me a pen and it's really very nice.
Crystal gave me a bottle of shower foam from body shop.
Charlene gave me a pair of ear studs from mushi mushi.
Emeline gave me a box of fruit and nut chocolates.
Edna gave me a huge box of chocolates too.
and i feel so bad because i didn't get them any gifts.
oh well, probably next time.
oh yes, i took a picture with Christine - the cell group leader.
she seriously looks like mommy.
guess i'll blog again another day.

Jelly tots

Sunday, December 16, 2007

auntie mary (priscilla's mom) is hospitalised.
i'm not sure how to explain what happened.
but it seems really really bad.
so let's pray for her.

Father, i pray for auntie mary.
i pray that You will take away all discomforts and pain.
i pray for Your divine health and protection to be upon her.
i pray that You will give her strength to pull through what she's going through right now.
i pray that You will walk with her and keep her safe.
and Father, i pray that You will give priscilla strength to carry on.
not just through this period but through all the hard times.
i pray that You will be right beside her to guide her in everything she does,
and everything she has to complete.
Father, i pray that You will give her ideas on how to handle such matters if it happens again.
and i pray that You will give her ideas on how to take care of auntie mary in the long run.
in Jesus name i pray, Amen!

baby, i didn't love you lesser.
my love for you didn't fade.
not even a little.

Jelly tots

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Happy Birthday Mommy!
so, it's her birthday and she's fifty one year old.
had dinner with her and brother and darling.
ate a lot a lot.
we had crabs and prawns and a lot a lot more.
i'm not supposed to take seafood.
i'm scared my tattoo will be infected.
tomorrow's my bowling tournament.
what a stupid tournament my company has organised.
well, i do hope i'll do quite good.
so i wouldn't disappoint priscilla.
since she was the one who taught me how to bowl and everything.
thanks. (:

baby, being able to spend every single day with you is like heaven.
i would love to have you by my side all day long.
and watch over you.

Jelly tots

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

on the way to work this morning,
i saw this grandma walking out to the bus stop.
she's the grandma who works in the airport canteen.
and she's the grandma who helps to clear and clean table.
each time she helps my colleagues and i clear,
i'll say 'thank you so much'.
and she'll say 'no need, no need'.
so, i saw her walking to the bus stop.
and there was a pinch in my heart.
i saw a bruise on her cheek bone and one on her fore head.
i felt the pain when i saw that.
i took a step back in the rain, wanted to ask what happened.
but i didn't have the courage to go up to her.
i kept thinking of her and the bruises on her.
it affected me so much that i couldn't concentrate on my work.
so i thought i would pray for her.
but i forgot !!!
this is really bad.
how can i even forget?
well, i'll pray for her to receive healing.
and i'll pray to God to watch over her.

baby, you were here when i needed you.
you were here when i passed the gates of death.
you were here whenever i'm in need.
and i promise i'll be there for you, no matter what.
because i do love you a lot.

Jelly tots

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

skipped work today.
had to go to the doctor's to get medicine.
then i went town to get a tattoo done.
and i finally had a cup of Godiva dark chocolate raspberry drink.
then went around searching for a cross pendant.
saw one from SK jewellery.
and it costs 520 bucks.
think i want to get that pendant.
it's really nice. ((:
here are some pictures taken :


Taken at the mrt station.


GODIVA !!
The new tattoo i got for myself.

Jelly tots

Monday, December 10, 2007

i am thankful for :
the mess i have to clean up because it means that i'm blessed with friends.
the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means i have enough to eat.
the shadow that watches me when i work because it means i'm out in the sunshine.
the windows that need cleaning because it means i have a home.
the lady behide me in church who sings off key because it means that i can hear.
and for everything that happens in my life because it means i'm blessed.

Jelly tots

Saturday, December 8, 2007

yesterday was priscilla's birthday.
had steamboat at her place with crystal, christine, emeline,yinjie, auntie mary, her grandma and darling.
LOTS of mushroom (all kinds actually).
and all kinds of things.
emeline bought a cake from jack's.
but none of us ate it as we were all super duper full.
i washed some of the dishes and christine even video-ed me.
had presents opening after dinner.
darling and i were so scared she wouldn't like the deuter bag we bought her.
but when she said the bag we bought for her was the best gift she received.
and she likes it a lot. it's the orange shade that she likes.
darling and i spent about 105 bucks on her present.
this is the most expensive present i've ever given someone on birthdays.
and she even started using it today !
hmm,
darling and i went ding tai fung for lunch with both brothers.
we ordered a lot please.
had a hard time finishing the food.
headed to town, wanted to get a polo tee from Ralph Lauren.
but christine called to ask me hurry to taka to meet her.
then went to meet her and then drove to priscilla's to fetch her.
headed to tampines safra for bowling.
it was so embarrassing.
but still, i did enjoy it.
another bowling session tmr !!

give me a chance to tell you how much i love you.
give me a chance to tell you how long i've loved you.
give me a chance to express my love.
give me a chance to stay by your side forever.

Jelly tots

Monday, December 3, 2007

when the night is dead,
i'll crawl into my bed.
i'll stare into space,
and i'll think about the last time i had fun.
i'll try to think about everything that makes me happy.
maybe i'm just a kid.
nobody really cares about me.

Jelly tots

Sunday, December 2, 2007

went fcbc with priscilla.
and then had bible study at Miss U cafe.
hung out with them at tampines until ten plus.
i think i can click well with people who are quite old.
ahem. thirty plus plus year old.
darling, i know you don't like me to go to church.
i know there are reasons behind it.
but i do hope that you'll come to know how much i want to go to church.
how much i want to believe in God.
how much i want miracles to happen.
sigh. sorry if i'd upset you.

baby, you don't seem to love me anymore.
i dont seem to feel your love.
you seem so far away all of a sudden.

Jelly tots

Saturday, December 1, 2007

service's fun today.
i didn't think the preaching is boring for once.
and then i went to meet darling and mommy for dinner.
we went eighty five.
ordered a lot but couldn't even finish.
darling asked me a lot about church and stuff.
i seriously couldn't answer her.
i told her a secret and she got a shocked at first.
then she began to ask me a lot about it.
i'm shock about the secret too. oh well.

baby, you're the greatest blessing i've ever got.
i'll give you all my care and love.
because i've already reserved all of it for you.

Jelly tots