MONDAY:
went kovan for breakfast at hk cafe.
brother came along.
and i was supposed to treat them.
but ended up i paid using my mum's credit card.
after breakfast, headed to hospital to see my grandpa.
we weren't even there for ten mins and he chased us home.
after that, came home to bathe and change.
and then headed to town.
we had hip diners for dinner.
darling bought so many things and i didn't get a single thing.
i tried so many tees but ended up it didn't fit me at all.
damn upset.
we fagged a lil and headed home.
and i had ice cream from the shop outside lido.
okay. tired. am going to school tmr.
that's for sure.(provided i can wake up)
off to bed.

SUNDAY:
knocked off at four. so we went great world.
Vincent was at jack's so we went there.
and we had fifty percent off.
the venison i had was very nice. but a lil too cooked.
after that, i went over to UE Square.
and guess what.
helen mama was there.
so the whole time i was trying to hide myself.
i didn't want her to see me.
but in the end i called her and she was surprised to see me.
so blah blah blah.
after darling knocked off, i went over her place.
and her cousin pris was there.
we were talking and then suddenly she asked about me.
and so she knows im gay and she thinks its okays.
she prayed for me and i nearly cried !
omg. damn touching. i was like,
"dont cry alyssa. dont be stupid and cry".
then darling and i cabbed over to my place.
we watched dvd till three am.
and she slept with my mum.

baby, if i am lost for a day,
try and find me.
if i dont come back, then i wont look behind.
all of the things that i thought was so easy,
just got harder and harder each day.
if i can, i'll wait for you every night.
and wash you up before we sleep next to each other.
and i'll hug you to sleep.
and give you lots of random kisses.
just want you to know i need you in my life.
and i want you badly.