guess what. i slept through the day.
woke up at one plus in the afternoon.
then i had lunch.
two sesame ball.
and then i studied a lil and i took a nap again.
from five thirty to seven thirty.
i was fucking bored.
and i had a cup of yogurt and two buns for dinner.
i wasn't even hungry then my grandpa made the buns for me.
grandpa scolded my brother again.
"grandpa: why you didn't buy dinner for jiejie?
brother: huh. i dont know alyssa's at home.
grandpa: you should call and ask what she wants to eat.
brother: i didn't know whatt."
i think my grandpa's too concern.
he kept scolding my brother for nothing.
he doesn't scold me at all.
kept buying things for me.
kept asking me to eat this and that.
kept making me put on weight.
i dont want. i wanna lose weight.
and the best part is.
im going to meet darling for supper at mac soon.
i dont think i wanna take in anymore food.
im determined to lose weight.