Friday, January 25, 2008
Dear Lord Jesus,you've blessed me with so many things.so many little things that i've so much thanks for you.you answer me whenever i call for you.you answer my prayers whenever i needed you to.you hold back the rain each time i've asked you to.you gave me so many things that fills my heart with joy.i'm very thankful. very much, in fact.yet i feel so broken inside.darling kept saying i'm a liar.i didn't lie.i've been trying to change.i've been telling everybody the truth.even if the truth hurts.i do know that this is what You want me to do.this is what You want from me.but these clouds of accusation hurts me.the accusation and judgements hurts me deep down.there is no way i can change the way i feel.but i know i can, if i'm willing to.You've been through all the things we go through.You do know how it feels like.i pray that You will give me the heart of strength.i pray that Your truth will shine forthand Your love can comfort me.i pray that You will show me the path You want me to take.You've showed me Your unfailing love.and because of Your love, my heart can rejoice.i'll be on my knees just for You.i live my life for You, Father.take away all my tears of sorrow.take away all my fears.take away all the bad things around me.for i believe You will only want the best of me.and You will only give me the best.in the name of Jesus,Amen!i'm not a liar. i don't like to lie.i wouldn't lie to you.because i love you.
Jelly tots
