I don't want to do anything on my birthday. I just want to lock myself in the room and smoke for all i want. I don't need anything for my birthday. I just want you to be there when i call. I've never loved someone so foolishly. I've never protected my heart. I hear it in my mind all of these voices. I hear it in my mind all of these words. It breaks my heart. ):
Don't want you to be upset.
Don't want you to be gloomy.
Just want you to be the happiest girl on earth.

(I wonder how i get so many cuts on my hands)